Busy.

I will busy and not playing playing anymore. I wont play decks and internet mean i will hardly on9. k.

easy.

Hey!

I am sick and tired today. I got stomachache maybe because i don't eat for my breakfast and lunch. Yeah that's rite.

Oh yea, i was thought today is my bad day. Yea, true plg that i got bad luck today. Hmm.

I tot i fight with kiat about yesterday. but he already 4gt about it. He is my best friend. He nver know this, the only things that he know is I LIKE HIM. I care of him more than i care anyone. I'll make him safe. forever.

Even if we are not couple, i still feel so happy to have him as my friend who is really understand but sometimes misunderstand. at first time i saw him, i fall in love, second time i hate him and for the third one is i love him so much. i think at the 2nd time, why i hate him is because i only want to pretend my self from like him.

Thanks to GOD

Fuh. I wanna say thanks to GOD who save me. Even though i didn't got the very highest mark as mean grade 1 aggrd 5 i still got grd 1 aggrd 8. It's still OK.

-love my prince kiat the most-

ALEX

my prince..WISH ME LUCK!

i miss you..... i really want to hug you when i heard my result..im AFRAID.

SSRU

is already OUT!! scary e....cant wait for it.

today

Eh. you know i love Alex rite? and i also love Kiat also.. I'm feel so confusing. Eh just now i play water with Alex..Den sir rasanoor marah.My heart sakit... Too embarrassing..Jahat kacau daun. Erm..

Actually it was ACCIDENT about i TOUCH ALEX HANDS. after got left then right hand.Hahaa.. x)
Well.. i don't know why..why i dont feel anything when i touch his hand. before when i touch guys hand, i mean ACCIDENTLY, i feel so COLD but i feel like when i touch HIS HAND nothing i felt wah. Dont know, maybe my blood same x dgn ia. Haha. <3 love you ALEX.
i want to slap u coz u make me shy infront of my fren but i care of u n i dun want to hurt you, dats y i dnt want to do anything to u. =)
Your hands makes me feel tat you always there.. i wonder you to hold my hand and dont let me go. until we look into our eyes den we close together and somethings will happen to us. i fall in love at first time i saw you. you make me smile before but today is different. i did love you but, i know u cant love me. you told me that you are not good in malay. my fren told u dat i will help you. but plz dont hear dat. its not true. i cant teach u at least i know how to speak english wif u. coz its complicated. i miss you so much alex. with my heart too deap..hehe..
f u were here and its only you and me, i wanna say I LOVE YOU. i really love you so much baby.=) BABY ALEX AND MY PRINCE ALEX xD haha. ^^ lurve youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu my ALEX.
Eh im not couple with him, stop thinking negative side. i love him but we're not couple. EHE.we are just FRIEND.

with love,

Eynarah....

for his bf..erm not bf..but PRINCE..

ALex

Just mean to be hurt.

Er. Sebatah ane aku jadi pendiam. Aku sedar plg. I am not in the mood every school day but i will smile when i saw someone who special to me and he smile to me and talk to me. love is just mean to be hurt. yea. dats the topic.
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Here we go, you know i love Alex rite? Since last year? Yea. Now, i meet with this guy named Kiat. You all must already know about it. I' m confuse with all the things that im having now. When i try to be close with Alex, Alex ignoring me..Then when I' m avoiding my self from him, He start to be close with me. Then Kiat, we are just friend. I don't want to lose friend just because of this.You know. Better to be friends then get nothing.

Thanks to Azah

Thanks Zah.. Akhirnya sampai jua hajat ku ada decks ane..Hehe ^_^ Zah len x ajar plg aku... Heheee...

Um anyway..sorry..nada ku tecari gmbr Propaganda a... Sorry banget.. aku cuma ada shadow master (bicycle)..Hehe

HCNY

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

"GONG XI FA CHAI"

That's true about me

Yeah.. Thats true that im easily to fall in love with someone especially Chinese Guy. Since Alex ignore me at every time i try to talk with him, the love that im having is fades slowly and slowly. While im trying to talk with others, suddenly i saw this guy name Tiong Wee Kiat. My life is changing and its become more worst than ever i had. Im more stuck in my life and can get out from it. My heart is really hurt when two of them got girlfriend.. if it will be happen in one day. My life is nothing in dat day if dat happen. and there is no more smile or even the person is no more here. I' m going to leave the world and will stop all the sadness.

IM BACK!

Hey everyone.. I' m back.
Oh yea.. on the past 19th January we got KAMPIN at school. It FUN ever for me. I like to help the teachers to clean up xD
Oh yeah.. today is 24th January..
Last night, HAZIQ my brother's friend sleepover in my house. He will be in my house until his parents come back from Philippines. Hm also last night, the power i mean the electricity in my house is DOWN and open on 2 am this morning. Last night there was a big thunder like someone drops the BOMB on my land area and makes the big thunderstorm and makes me feel to fall over. Last night seriously, i' m feel so scared.
Okay today, MATHS is totally BORING and makes my brain wants to explode. Then PE.. I REALLY ENJOY IT. We play NETBALL. My team got 10-3 haha. Actually other team score 2 because i did wrong goal. I makes goal in other group. LOL. Haha. It's like me, MY and PIPIH(afifah) did many goal..!! and thanks to my team who play really-really ENJOY and competitive. Oh yea, i do dance, Shuffle, on the wet wood floor. LOLZ.
During break, i drink water and green tea and also i eat fish ball. and now my stomach is hurt.LOL. then we got history. the most favorite subject. i like it. we continue the 1st world war chapter and revise our knowledge too. Haha.. Nice FIF and AMIN.. you both got funny time during answering the question.
THEN we got ENGLISH. lol. what to do kan? i dont understand or even heard wat Mrs. Alder said and ask what to do. LAwLz. Then after that we got COMMERCE. we continue the last week work. Hehe..and do some exercise on trading,profit and loss account and balance sheet. i love all this part.Then we go home.
I saw nick and i TAGUR ia. he just say Hy..and i saw SR ADDY TOOO.. but i dnt even say hy or salam to him. x) sorry DADSS!! and then my PRINCE ALEX past by. Ergh.. I mad you know.. aku tagur ia but he didnt rply me..ia reply c Alex plg.. when ezwa waved and say HY PRINCE ALEX..err..this makes me jealous YOU KNOW THAT!! =.="
I MISS HIM NOW!!! lolzz..

i received this message..

well its late to post..because this post was wrote on the 8th January..:D from my Hi5..


Eynarah says:
Jan 24, 2009 2:46 PM
Yea.. Si Tabam is back! hahaa.. Happy New Year too..but now is already late to say..hehe..NEW YEAR past sudah..so HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR..GONG XI FA CHAI..

Err..jadi orang pagi kh? HONESTLY B-O-R-I-N-G.. sal Tc science nya boring..haha..pkir th sr yang ajar..lawlssss..xD

Doa kan saja dpt 8 Distinction A1 for PMB!! hehee...
Kay enjoy your life!!
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Runie says:
Jan 8, 2009 4:33 PM
pheeewiiiit..... who's back??? ohhh its me... its not too late to say happy new year.may this year brings happiness and bless. apahabar mu org pagi ah...

Today.

Hmm. Well there is not much things i want to say here, BUT I' m here were just want to share my story. Like i did before. Where should i start it?Hmm..OK.

Let's start from school. Hm, i come late to the school again and again. Even that i woke up around 5 am but my parents still send me around 7 am. I feel like, it's killing me.. because i always come to school late. Fuhhh... Oh yea, our class got new table cloth. Well, the table cloth is like for the kitchen room punya. Haha...

First subject that we have is Maths! Oh man, we keep on study and study and test and test. Teacher doesn't mind about us, that we are stress of that. Our brain didn't rest for it. And our brain is like going to BOOOMMM!! got it?
She keep on giving us the Substitution Method question. Well, we haven't learn that before. We only learn about the Elimination Method. And this one makes me like an insane person.

The next class is.. PE. The most favorite one.. Exercise!! Well, teacher introduce us about the types of walk, running and we also play a game. It's really FUN! the most fun is when i and EZWA fight for the cone. Haha. I' m laying on the floor. Am i correct spelling? Haha.

The nest class is History. The HI STORY class. Well, teacher Habibah is the most funniest teacher ever and she got a habit which is always HAMPAS the ruler on the table. And she is good in acting when teaching. Even though sometimes i feel like want to sleep, but i know she is nice and cool teacher.

Ok, the next class again is Mrs. Alder. She always says something about Brunei like an example,"Brunei is always like this" and also the most favorite words when she said is "Boooooooooringggggggg MEETing!!"..haha. =.="

And the next one is Commerce. The favorite subject too. We study in the lab every Saturday.. Lol got air-conditioner there. Fuhh. Today we don't an exercise on the trading, profit and loss account. Sometimes it's confusing me and well, i do understand a lot.

Oh yea, now at home, my brother's friend is coming, C AFIF.. you know him rite? The bullies man..haha..

*um waiting for azah to buy for me the decks and i will pay you..don't worry.

LOVE

Today I' m feel so happy. I enjoy the day. I come to school late again even i already wake up around 5.00am i still went school late. Hmm, Ezwa, my best friend is absent..alah..Boring...x.x and then we punish by the teacher, Mrs.Alder because come to resource room late. Huhhh.. And then we got Geo. Lol..Kevin look at the file notes..haha..and me and Zihah too.. We are student that didnt understand what teacher said. Haha. Then we have break and then reading period then BM. Hehe..BM we got xtra work..Instead of doing the Fahaman we also do the Karangan about the Why many Malay student is low in English. Then after BM we got Sci... Such a boring class. well, actually its not boring but I' m just dont understand what teacher's said. And after BM we got MIB.. The most subject i like now, coz Cg Sham teach us. Hey everyone! She is nice than what your taught she is. Then After MIB we go home. But some of us, the PRS are stay back coz we got practice at the afternoon.

The only student are coming is me, Alex, Ffah, Jrah, and many more except for Aspa and Hafiz.. Hey..Afnan also join us.. COOL. and then we use the classroom after 3E class. Huhuuu.. Its fun today. We do DANCE such as shuffle. Haha. And manymore. Then we got practice on our performance. Fifah as a leader. LOL...even you are leader you should do the practice also. Hey.. Alex and me just sitting on the chair looking at them.. Haha.. Well i do practice a lil bit.

Then we got break. Haha.

Oh yeah, when Alex went out to toilet(i think) i went downstairs too. I wash my hand..then he is coming..hahaa.. aku pancit kn air arh mukanya..then he got me too.. Ia bubut aku sampai ke atas..rasa kn menyiram..Huhuu.. Siuk jua a.. Eheee.. (jangan fikir aku couple dgn ia OK.. but if couple pun..OK jua lh..haha) Then we went to the class. OMG.. Amal you dont keep my secret about Alex..Haha.

Then After that i went to the toilet again. and go up stairs again..and saw Alex sitting alone in the class..well i was actually want to talk with him, but im afraid..HEhe.. You know, someone who you love, you will know how it feel if you are me. Alex.. is such a nice guy. Hehe.

One things that make me afraid of, that Nick is coming. and ia kn TERAJUN. OMG. I' m afraid of it. I want to hold him, but can u imagine you got frens and someone who u admire is there.. you will know how hard it is. I was actually want to hold him, really. But i believe Nick cant do that.

Then I went to the class again. And feel so mad. I keep out my stress and sorry to everyone where i yelled out. Sorry. I' m stuck now. I can't think even answer.. MY MIND MY BRAIN..is mixed up.

Well, alex thanks for trying to say somethng to me. Im proud of you actually.

Ok everyone..Maybe that's all from me now. OH yea.. I got Sir who wants to be A MANTERI f my dad is the majesty.. Haha

Eyna26

Monday, 12th January 2008

I' m sick of the life I' m going through... I' m sick of being like this and I' m hurt. And I' m tired being alone. I don't have the day and the life like what all people does. I am too different than all people in this world. I am different. There is full of sadness in my life and i' m tired of being counseling by someone..

I want to count the day.. I want the day I go far and leave everythings.. Every things in this world. Even every person i loves or i likes, i want to leave it now.

I dream about someone, someone that i didn't know will becomes in reality. I' m confuse of this life, but i know our life is like a wheel which always turn over and over...

I' m in love, with someone, since 2 years i keep this feelings. Its easy to say but it is hard to be accepted. i have to brake my promise because i want to makes him happy. Love is meant to give a happiness to someone we love. Love is not to hurt and to force. There must be from the deep heart so.. don't give up. "this words just useless for me"

I hate the life i' m having now. Seriously i am.

Lyric-Only Hope by Mandy More

"Only Hope"

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

HMM ;)

Hm, today the day is boring and some is FUN. Just a lil bit FUN. Well today d sklh .. i come late like before.. you know, i hate to wake up early. Haha. Oh yea..Start from:

P.E : Kami kana suruh jogging from at the back of school ke luar sklh and beraun arh bangunan kadai den balik semula ke sklh. HUh... Ngaleh yoo. ane th org yg inda biasa jogging..haha. Den kami warming up..Stretching is good for us. to prevent any bad things during doing the exercise. DEn we play a game..named ''Satu Naga''.. yoo..its really fun..and freak game ever..the leader has to take the tail of the NAGA and every players group who lose their tail..will lose the game.oh yea.. we win the game with others 1 group of girl n 1 group of boys. Haha.. Funny when the guy the one group ..kana suruh push up..lol..Then kami pun rehat lh.. after that kmi ada history.

History: OMg! its really a scary class for me but fun. We have to buy THICK F4 FILE, a DIVIDERS and many more..haha. well..the teacher is COOL..really COOL.haha.

Sci: Crack!! i dnt understand. hope my tchr is sr addy..so that i can understand...esh!! hate her..

i lose my flower..god!!

Eng: No teacher!! party time..haha..HELL..

For more;

For more about my story..is at my wordpress...

Its really weird

Have you ever dream of somethings?Than its become reality?You will think its weird but its really happen to me. Or maybe it just my imagination..Hmm. =.^ Maybe its because i see the movie of "If only"..Coz the story is telling about the guy who dream about his gf and his gf dead in the accident..but than..he try to change it in real life..so in the accident..He is dead..not his GF..its really sad.

Everyone plz tell me

Tell me should i close this or no????