CCA-wat should i do??

Huh..
I got a BIGGG PROBLLEEMMSSS...
Wat should i do nw??!!
I really enjoy Softball than Zikir..but.the teachers not allowed us to join other CCA..Shitt!!
Why does its happend??and btw i know this is my faults..
Please wh!!i really want to join softball..because i enjoy it and i like it..pliz let me try new things for my life wh..and zikir atu..i learn at ugama school..and i should prepare my voice for Tilawah al-Quran..eshh..menyasal ku...!!
I can learn zikir wh from my family..because my parents know how to say it..and their song also..
my life is like in the jail on that day..Why kn??there's more people go inside that club..but why they don't allowed us to join other club??
we should don't have any CCA anymore..i hope soo..jst add some hours or minutes for periods PE..and i really cn manage my tym on it..
It's better if we have free CCA..because teachers cannot push students to take what they don't want..lyke teh students at Taekwando..if their legs was broken..wat will the school do??nothing rite??just bring them to hospital..but who pays that?school??nahh..parents wah..
I really lyke in the private school..because they can take wht they want..and teachers also understand their students..but why??menglait teacher are not understand what their student feel..
I know the teaches have powers to be mad at their student..what..in this problms..it's also cn hurt students feeling..and that's why menglait school is not famous..menglait student has no good discipline because their teacher cannot undrstnd their students..
and when the teachers mad..they mad wit NO FEELINGS AND INDA PEMALU...they talk wit no sense..and to make the students stay on that club by MEMUJI STUDENTS..like eyh..ur face atu lawa..patut masuk Zikir..Hell!!
No ideas anymore kh??
I really mad at this school for this time..
and it was my first time..
it's make me want to change my school to othrs school..