Suicide

Well here you are

at the edge of the abyss...

at the beginning of infinity

heaven or hell

an afterlife

or a nothingness

forgiveness

or an eternity of suffering ?

Does anyone really know ?

Why have you come here ?

What do you need ?

To Find a Way to Live ?

or To Find a Way To Die ?

_ _ _ _ _ _ _

Here is a cup of pills

with the power

of life, and death.

What would you like these pills to do for you ?

Maybe you want to take them to die . . . ?

But I ask you now..

how many of these pills

would you take each day to live ?

To feel good, normal good, like everyone else ?

Stable, not depressed, even happy, but normal ?

These are some of the pills I take every day

to save my life.

They are not herbs or antidepressants.

I feel happy, I feel pretty good, I feel normal.

I am grateful.

It's been 15 years now that my life stay

on earth has been voluntary.

You have a chance right now

to start your life over

instead of trying to end it.

You can resurrect yourself

from this living death

to restore and re-start your life anew.