today

Today.. i can smile because of my friends make a jokes and annoying during the exam.
But...I' m sad..when i think about a guy name, Lim.. He is my first love..But he just leave me like that..
When i smile..I will sad agen..
because first he come..he make me smile..
then he go..he left with sad..
no lights anymore...

I know...cinta tak seharus nya memiliki..

I JUST WANT DEATH!! ONLY DEATH!! IM FREAK AND STUPID..
I KNOW..IM NOT STAY LONGER..

i taught Lim is my last..but he's not..
i wonder to tell him..how long i can live..
but he already go away from my life...so thats not his prblms anymore..